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Morceau sur la dépression chronique, sur l'admiration et la fascination pour la tristesse/la mélancolie, le fait de se créer une personnalité par rapport à cette vision de la tristesse un peu romantisée, qui prendrait petit à petit le dessus, effaçant tout trait de caractère, laissant derrière elle une enveloppe vidée.
Personnification de la dépression comme un être vivant à l'intérieur d'une personne dépressive,dont elle serait prisonnière, et qui développerait une sorte de syndrome de Stockholm.



Couplet 1:

Is there anything left somewhere for me,
some kind of pain I could compare
Will I allways have to be the referee
of my own shattered despair
seems I'll never ever can seem to get better
I'm enslaved forever,depraver of the depriver
Is it better than me,
cause it won't let me free,
won't ever disappear,
and for always be here

Yet I see how much it's struggling,
and this is why it's so beautiful
Inside myself I hear it crying and laughing,
but it is here to stay,never to let go of my...

Couplet 2:

And together we'll bleed of isolation,
smothered by its own flare
Gaze upon a sight of devastation,
crushed by this weight to bare
Seems I'll never ever just try to be better
ropes are tide forever,wait for the shiver
There is nothing to see,but the sweet agony,
and the darkness in me,just continues to be


In the end I will smile in my salvation,
in my sweet disambled despair
I will find it deep in isolation,
let alone the fall to dare
I will bring it back,I will smash its thirst,
until it comes back and again I'll burst

Because you'll never...
never ever

Ref (final)
never to let go of my soul
In the night I feel it crawling in me,
feel it burning in me,holding on to my soul
I hear it scream,crying to beg for mercy
Struggling constantly,yet it's so beautiful


from A Ladhals To Struggle About, released June 15, 2013
Victor Erler - Erwan Toulhoat - Julien Mailland - Quentin Machtelinckx



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DARK MATTER Lyon, France

A mi-chemin entre les structures du rock et les sonorités métal, DARK MATTER propose un set vacillant entre des sonorités légères et harmonieuses quasi post-rock et des riffs puissants appuyés par des rythmiques lourdes.
L'univers de Dark Matter, c'est l'expression d'une mélancolie, dans ses moments les plus intenses et intimes.
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